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近期的我...又不开心了...

2010-09-11T21:33:00.003+08:00

近来的我为了很多事情而烦恼，做什么都不顺心...事业没把握...钱不够花...什么都要钱...IC不见，ID被人盗用...很多问题等我去解决...有时候真的很想大哭一场...其实我真的很想拥有一个明白我心情的人...有谁会明白？？？说了问题还是存在，倒不如不说...我知道我很没有用，但我是有自尊的。给人一直说的感觉并不好受.

我哭了...好久没哭了，今天我却哭了...

好吧，看戏吧...我要把烦恼给忘掉...

人生‏

2010-08-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

1。人生是不公平，但還是好得很。

2。懷疑的時候，為未來踏出一小步。

3。人生太短，短到來不及浪費時間去恨任何一個人。

4。生病的時候，你的工作不會照顧妳。你的朋友和父母會。保持聯絡。

5。每一個月付清你的信用卡。

6。你不需要每一次都吵贏。同意你不同意的。

7。找人一起哭。它比獨自啜泣更加療愈。

8。對上帝生氣沒有關係。祂受得了。

9。退休存款從你的第一張薪水條開始。

10。講到巧克力，抗拒只是徒勞無功。

11。和你的過去和解，所以它不會搞砸你的當下。

12。讓你的孩子看到你哭沒有關係。

13。別拿自己的人生和他人做比較。你根本不清楚他們的人生是怎麼一回事。

14。如果一段親密關係要偷偷摸摸，你根本不應該涉入。

15。一眨眼的功夫什麼都會變。但是別擔心：上帝從來不眨眼。

16。深吸一口氣。它會安定你的腦。

17。沒用，不美，或不喜悅的東西都丟掉。

18。沒讓你死的真的會讓你更堅強。

19。重拾快樂童年永不嫌晚。但這第二次只能靠你不靠人。

20。當關乎追求你生命的所愛，不要把不要當答案。

21。點蠟燭，用好的床單，穿上炫麗的內衣。不要特殊場合才用。今天就是特別的一天。

22。準備要過於周全，然後隨遇而安。

23。現在就離經叛道。不要一把年紀了才開始穿上紫色。

24。最重要的性器官是腦袋。

25。除了你，沒有人在主宰你的快樂。

26。把所謂的不幸用這一句話把它表框起來 "五年後，這還重要嗎?"

27。永遠選擇生活。

28。原諒每一個人每一件事。

29。別人怎麼看你不干你的事。

30。時間會痊癒幾乎每一件事。要給時間，時間。

31。無論情況多好或多壞，它都會變的。

32。不要那麼認真的看待自己。沒有人會這樣看待你的。

33。相信奇蹟。

34。上帝愛你是因為祂就是這樣，不是因為你做了什麼或是沒做什麼。

35。不要稽查人生。現在就呈現和做最大的發揮。

36。變老了打敗另一種選項 - 死得早。

37。你的孩子只有一個童年。

38。最後真正最重要的是你愛過。

39。每一天都出門。奇蹟在四處等著。

40。如果我們都把我們的問題都丟成一堆，然後看看其他人的，我們會把我們的撿回來。

41。忌妒浪費時間。你已經擁有你所需要的了。

42。最好的都還沒來。

43。不管你感覺如何，起來，穿好和呈現。

44。讓自己每天快樂。

45。人生不會打上蝴蝶結，但它仍然是一份禮物。

毕业后的第一份工作

2010-06-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

毕业后的我失业了，浮浮沉沉的在家翘脚...虽然在家我有继续研究web application的东西。但就是没有行动力...因为懒惰...== 哈哈...

或许是命中默默地安排，我竟然在jobstreet看到sap training camp而且当天是MDEC最后一天截止日期。我apply时已经是11pm了。过后他们回复我有位，叫我快点send我的东西什么的...因为是免费的还要我的resign letter,resign approve letter。令我得去跟我前任老板拿我其实被炒鱿鱼的letter...而且当时我其他同事去劳动局要告e2老板...所以我很担心我的letter拿不到...因为等下他们不给呢？！但过后我还是拿到了...还好他们还没这么没良心...过后还有很多事，因为我不要去KL啊，什么的，本来他们讲或许可以给我e-learning。但最后还是不行，所以过后我还是去了...还没去的前一天，我竟然怕了。因为我一直以来很怕KL的生活。因我觉得太杂，不适合我...人口太多...之前去旅行时看到像挤得像沙丁鱼的lrt我很不喜欢...但后来我还是去了...在那边的日子，我前前后后占住了很多朋友的家...每天都走很长的路...过后5月6号我才搬进我租的单位...

SAP的课程对我来说很复杂一下，其实拿了这课程的当中我想我应该不可能做这行...因为我看我的tutor好棒哦...一下子就写好了...而我却不能跟得上...看到其他同学都好棒...感觉自己更不如人...==

在那边，我可以说是遇到了很多机会。因为他们也有帮忙找SAP的工，虽然不一定会得...但至少有机会...他们叫我们submit我们的resume...过后我们就收到intel要请人...班上有很多人apply...但过后因为在槟城也是有很多人放弃了...过后我现在的project manager~lionel就在有一天就叫了我出去谈谈，说他要让我去intel interview...叫我准备一下programming的东西，还有sales distribution, material management的东西，还有tester的东西。我就回去准备了...第一次interview时其实我感觉我好像在乱答...因为他问我SAP的东西...过后就有另一个问pseducode...我忘了那是什么了，因为有读过就说我忘了...然后他们就问我programming...如果要做这个要用什么...这个对我来说我还好...^^过后就问我还没做program需要什么document...我就帮一大堆以前知道的东西大概大概说...其实我觉得自己比较像乱说一通。过后他们也没话说，interview就完了...我心想应该我说得很差吧...应该不可能得的啦...因为过后我有看到另一个同学出去所以我觉得是2nd interview...当差不多课程要完时，我们两个又被叫出去了，2nd interview...其实那天本来我要回家乡了...但过后还是选择逗留几天去interview...但也证明我的逗留是对的选择啦...因为我的project manager要请我...所以我也终于找到工了...^^ 开心死了...他给我的comment还不差，幸好...因为看回自己的表现真的不敢相信我会得到这份工...

但得了这份工我反而会担心...或许是自己不熟吧，虽然现在还没东西做，只是去"坐"工...但这样我会更怕...因为我很怕到时自己做不来...最怕就是一个人做project...我想一个的话我会死得很惨...但我一定会尽力去做去学...竟然上天给我这么好的机会，我更一定要好好去学习...因为这一间公司的福利很好，比较有management...也不像巴刹...所以不错啦...

其实进了这件公司我遇见了有一个之前在KL的马来婆她看到我时很惊讶...因为她当时是handle我的register application,e-learning的问题，没地方住的问题...其实她在KL看到我时跟我说了一句我一定要好好学习然后去考试哦...过后她在槟城又看到我时就说一句很高兴又看到你了...你真的很lucky o...因为她想不到我会进这间公司...然后她笑笑说她那时有在我test exam那边comment几句...我不懂她comment些什么。应该是我太麻烦了吧...哈哈哈...所以给comment...

但我也觉得我很lucky...^^因为这的确是真的lucky....

13 April 2010

2010-04-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

第一天开始我们的故事,希望是美好的开始...

3 April 2010~天与我的心情一样糟

2010-04-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

好痛苦，我到底做错了什么。为什么我不可以决定我自己要做的事情，为何你一定要对人家说，我有千多块的工不做，要去做八百块的工？！哎…其实本来我并不打算做的，我只想做pc fair而已，但尽然叫到了，麻占时去做咯，你这样也好说？！

我也想找个工钱高的工，有谁不想有两千的薪水啊…问题是我迟些拿short course，我怎能去找full time的工呢?有谁要请？

为何你都不能好好听我的解释，好好的支持我…一定要嫌东又嫌西…

我也很想给多多家用。只是占时的我做得到吗？！

我很想静一静…

23 March 2010

2010-03-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today I had been continue to working on my own classified system. I was using the php as my programming language, and use XAMPP for the local server. While I want to starting my work. My ex supervisor was skype me. Ask how was I recently. And ask am I found get job yet? I reply him still finding...And chat with him for a while, a while because my computer have 2 server so it was off either one of it, so I told him I need to restart a while. And he told me no need to restart to do it. Just go to the RUN there to key in iisreset /stop and iisreset /start then it will restart automatically. But i just use iisreset /stop to off it because I want to use XAMPP. Thanks to him because still look like my sifu... Anything still can discuss together although we both had been not related in the same company. I think he know what happened to my company but I also didn't talk too much of my ex boss problem. And he say:"nvm la... stil young.. sonner or later hav to change job de... impossible do 1 job til old." Hahaha...Make me feel to laugh...But quite right too...

It is impossible...

22 March 2010

2010-03-23T01:27:00.004+08:00

Currently I'm waiting for the call...
Waiting the call for interview...
Waiting the call to get the job vacancy reply...

Actually sometime when I saw my self had been jobless I was feel that I'm very useless. Hope can get job as soon as possible...

This 22 March 2010 I had been attend another interview at DELL. This is my first time to having the interview at the factory. When I arrive there I call the admin (Miss Tan) whom is a very pretty girl in my aesthetic standards. I feel not so comfortable because I still not familiar to the environmental and feeling shy when she guiding me walk to the interview room. But lucky she still got talk with me during the walking to the room to make me not feel so weird of the environment. And she drop me down at 1 of the interview room. And I start to fill in the form she are given and waiting for the interviewer. A few minutes, have 2 interviewer came into the room. And I start to passing my resume and the original copies of my certificate and result to show them. And they starting to telling the job detail and the job requirement. And then after that ask me the question according to why I resign, and about my previously what task had been done at university and at working life. And then ask me to talk about my strength and weakness. This time the interview just taking 1 hour and dismiss. Then I waiting the pretty admin come to guide me to walk out to the entrance again. Because the outsider could not simply walk in the office coverage. I think this job is 50% chances but unfortunately just is 3 month contract...

16 March 2010

2010-03-23T01:12:00.003+08:00

Today I had been went to an interview at air itam. Because the main office of resonet is at Suntech, Bayan Baru which is under renovation right now. And I drive to the Medan Lumba Kuda, and find the shop name but didn't saw get any shop lot at there. Then I ask the hawker about that address and they say it like a apartment address... then I calling the interview again to confirm and I walk inside the apartment and start to find that location. Feeling weird because I first time attend the interview at apartment. When walk into the interview room, the interview had ask me the question on my previous task done and the short course that I attend before. And then ask me the question and to answer it. After that he give a question paper for me to answer and I start to answer it. But unfortunately I have a lot of question had been forget how the answer. Because it was long time to go I had not touch the PHP... And have a question is to ask me to draw a UML. I think I won't be successfully for getting this job.

Screw me up...

15 March 2010

2010-03-23T00:25:00.005+08:00

Today is my last day have working relationship the suck company; eXPages.com. I had been call into the room and sharing about the stupid reason and the damn funny philosophy. So I should quit. After work, my colleague had been discuss how they gonna do because all of us had receive that letter and they need to decide to leave or stay. 1st time saw this suck company whom are like always to force people; force salesman to get minimum 3 demo case per day without any car elaun. Force we complete the fully system below half year. And his stupid management way with putting the customer debt notice at that customer website to get the debt back. So when he was talking to me at the room about the restructure thing. I feeling that he was talking bulshit. And feel he want cutting the cost then just say la...

It is how a suck company that I never seen before...

生病记

2010-03-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

昨天半夜开始，肚子开始不舒服。直到今天，去到公司，感觉很冷，双手也很冷。头很沉，一直想睡...好不容易挨到12pm，回到家，午餐也没吃就吃了panadol就睡觉去了。下午没开风扇但却不会觉得热...睡到3.30pm。起身，头还是有点沉。但觉得比较好多了，就开电脑看戏去。看到七点，就跟我妈一起去外用餐。我妈看我下午没吃到东西，就叫一碗大的面给我。结果不是很能吃得下。现在肚子还是感觉有点不舒服...

e2pXgXs boss like shit

2010-03-09T17:39:00.007+08:00

Celaka Boss always like to push & push & push...
DUN DELAY DUN DELAY DUN DELAY...
You want rush you rush by yourself....
Don't be a good guy in front of people and ask people to do the bad guy...

Mother Fucker...

新的开始，新的挑战，新的选择...

2010-02-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

今天有个新的同事来到，他就是会跟我合作做system的project manager了。希望我能与他合作得愉快啦...很担心因为这个task呢需要用到很多Ajax，而我完全不会的，也完全没动过...我想我应该会令他发狂==|||

老板要求高，要求完美...不知是好事还是是坏事呢？两个人要做到像builder一样的function，的确是一件很挑战的task。尤其是我没把握的战...Ajax, jquery, javascript啊...要命咯...我只会database而已。想着接下来的日子如我还在那边工作的话，我就得差不多天天在家做OT了。因东西肯定是很赶的...rm1.7k要做死人...唉...悲哀咯...

今天在office又给老板洗脑了。老板说如果as一个programmer能做出一个为大众带来免费的business info page，是不是一件很光荣的事呢？我也知道，这对user来说肯定是一个好消息啦...对我就...呃。因为他要很user friendly的。他还说我们不是为了赚钱...是为了我们的mission...听到是真的非常有挑战啊...今天有一度我差点又被说服了。所以令我不懂应该如何是好...留还是不留呢？！...但现在我已决定，就让上天帮我决定我的去留。希望上天可以帮助我吧...如果上天觉得我老板其实是个好人，而我看错了，我就找不到我要的工作，如果不是，就让我找到其他工作吧...

所以顺其自然吧...

正月初九~天公生

2010-02-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

正月初九拜天公是福建人的传统习俗，每年的正月初九槟城都会很热闹，甚至比大年初一还要热闹和隆重。因家家户户都会清洗地上然后在正厅天公炉下摆设祭坛，一般都是用长板凳或矮凳先置金纸再迭高八仙桌为「顶桌」，然后拿出拜天公的祭品包挂了烧猪、鸡、鸭、大鱼、大肉和水果，当中甘蔗更是意义非凡。拜天公的意义除了感恩外，也祈求天公赐福给全家人，合家大小平安，步步高升。虽然今年我家还是没拜，因公公去世还未过三年...所以就呆在家里看电视，喝喝之前买了的heineken，然后等着时间的来到，因往年都会有很多人放烟花。虽然我已有三年，没在槟城过天公生，因都在大学里度过...还记得我第一年在大学里时，我问我爸，那天公生如果我有课的话要怎样喔...我爸就开玩笑对我说，不用紧啦...没回来拜也没关系。然后他还开玩笑说，不然我就买一个很小很小的烧猪给你带回去咯...哈哈...晚上10点多，烟花的声响还是没听到，我还以为，或许现已没什么人要放烟花了，因报纸写过今年的烟花需求比往年少很多，所以贱卖...当接近12am，终于听到烟花的声响来自各方向...大家已经开始拜天公了...烟花的声音就像打战一样，这边响，那边响...我走出门外，望向四周，观赏着为新年带来有热闹气氛的烟花在那边噼里啪啦，回忆起我年少时的新年。年少的新年非常的热闹，因大家吃饱后，都会拿出一包两包的烟花在家门外玩，里面有电光花，大地红，青蛙，小蜜蜂，等等...小时候的我也非常的顽皮，看到有一个只剩废铁的废车在那边，就跟邻居开了它的后箱然后把烟花丢进去...逐渐越来越大，那废车也已经被拖去了，而我最后一次玩烟花时是在海滩边，那时候我买了二踢脚，因太暗了，也不懂怎样放，结果放倒反了，幸好没人在附近...不然...想着想着。

很快的，新年还剩一个星期，就这样的要结束了...我也要放下之前的偏见重新开始，如果我还想待在那边...虽然有很多个不愿意的念头，但我还是得忍。当做拿经验的吧...如这几个月里我能待的话，就证明我能忍受工作压力...

我的目标：在六月里面我可以找到2.3k-2.5k的工作...加油...

Feb 22, 2010...今天也是我爸的农历生日哦...原来我爸已经58岁了...农历是60...在此希望我爸身体健健康康，也希望我能赶快赚多多钱来请爸爸妈妈去旅行吧...加油加油...

2010年央视春晚刘谦近景魔术

2010-02-21T02:49:00.004+08:00

出生于台湾高雄的魔术师刘谦在去年2009年央视春晚中，以长达八分半的近景魔术《魔手神彩》而红遍中国。他从7岁开始自学魔术，12岁的时候就从世界魔术大师大卫•科波菲尔手中拿到了台湾青少年魔术大赛的金奖。刘谦此次表演仍以扑克牌和硬币小物体为主，但其神奇诡异的魔术再次让影片内外的观众大跌眼镜，无法看懂其中的玄机。刘谦献上的第一个魔术被称为“世界上最难的扑克牌魔术”，在董卿洗过扑克牌后，刘谦在10秒钟内，左右两下，每份揭开的扑克牌均从1到13依次排好。

第二个魔术更是奇特，没有任何遮挡，观众眼睁睁看着刘谦将硬币穿过厚厚的有机玻璃桌面，之后干脆将自己的手臂也穿过玻璃，让观众目瞪口呆。

接下来，以下的短片是网上流传出来揭秘刘谦春晚近景魔术．．．只是正确与否，我不清楚哦！只是也在这里分享出来给大家看看，玩玩猜测他是如何做到的，幻想一下，这能使魔术更有趣味性和更有吸引力。更何况人人都有求知欲（包括我在内．．．）嘻嘻．．．希望大家enjoy...^^

My LED watches^^

2010-02-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

新年前，当我去逛夜市时，经过一档手表档。看到这只手表，看了很喜欢．．．但是因为人潮太多了，所以没问清楚价钱就继续往下逛去了．．．好不容易等到下个星期五，7pm就去逛了，还没什么档开，人潮也不多。就去找找逛逛．．．但也有点当心手表档还没开．．．老天不负有心人，终于让我找到它了．．．问了价钱，价钱还算还好啦．．．我就开始选我最喜欢的款式．．．有圆形的，方形的，比较扁的，比较厚的，但也不是有很多这种LED watches。最后看来看去，选了这一款．．．买了后，越看越喜欢．．．证明我没买错拉．．．

a movie day - 72家租客

2010-02-21T01:41:00.005+08:00

19 Feb 2010
今年的新年里我看的第一部电影，就是72家租客了。对这部戏的感觉还好啦，剧情搞笑，只是有些地方也的确无理头啦。但是最主要的目的都是去看人啦，哈哈．．．相信大家也是一样吧．．．haha...

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine^^

2010-02-13T04:00:00.006+08:00

*这个flash我忘了放preloader。由于flash的file也很重，所以你们会看到白白一片。但是别走开哦，请稍等会儿...就可以看到画面了...网络不慢的话，大概一两分钟就可以看到了。

希望你们会喜欢我这次的制作，虽然有点失败...不好意思...希望你们还是会喜欢...

如觉得慢想下载下来观赏或想下载留念，请按此下载

一年一度的新年又来临了,今年的新年很特别哦,因为双喜临门...新年与情人节都在同一天。各位有伴的你们会怎样的庆祝呢？哈哈...会不会直接见家长嘞？？哈哈...没有情人的也别灰心哦...未来的其中一天肯定可以找到属于你自己的anata，说不定就在明天就会遇到呢...^^所以别伤心...加油...^^

祝大家新年快乐及情人节快乐...

死了都要改...改编自死了都要爱~~

2010-02-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

这首歌，是分享自我的同事(Graphic Designer)，这首歌可以代表我公司里Graphic Designer的心声。很多个dealine...很多个redo...很多个demo...一直改改改。

老板看不过眼layout，

改...

Admin看不过眼，
又改...

当到了customer那边，不合他们心水...
又再改...

尤其有一些改了一次，又要第二次，第三次，第N次...

真的是死了都要改...

My CNY shirt...^^

2010-02-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

This is the chinese new year shirt that I bought to shout out my voice to my company...

My job give me the pay but the current job life is not what I want...

Who are the idiot??!!hehehe......

answer is :
A_D_M_I_N

( actually they are more than 2... I should purchase that write "I surrounding by the idiot" one...)

我骂人了...

2010-02-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

02 Feb 2010

近期对我的公司的感觉越来越不顺眼。他们的制度又换了，这次graphice跟web designer需要做demo先而且demo完成的时间是两个小时。虽然说是一面而已，但有时他们有东西改呢？！也要如期完成...==|||我觉得demo page很浪费时间。因为起先容易而已，当到了人家comfirm时，如又有新的demo进来的话。肯定会乱掉...因为东西是越积越多...

而且，那些admin也没脑的。东西要改的时候也不讲清楚，当做我们很得空这样。一下一下又改...然后又只会吹赶：“好了没，做了没...要见顾客了...快点快点...”然后又整天插case进来...

他只令我觉得他的公司很没standard，像一个巴刹多一点。那些人就像uncle跟aunty什么都不懂，只会在那边吵吵吵...以为他们要改的东西很容易这样，也很快，click一个button就能改到你要的东西。而且我也没看到在那间公司做有什么格外的benefit。OT也要做，又没钱补。还要做格外的工。现在我的supervisor也跑了，现剩下我一个，遇到问题，也不懂可以去想谁讨论...只能靠自己，我觉得学不到东西。迟点才来一个新来的project manager。要我们俩create a new system，我觉得很难...尤其又没人guide...所以我还留在那边做什么。

今天我在公司已不能顶了，我句句话都在讽刺着admin跟老板，因为我顶不顺了。一直听到她们的吵闹声...骂声...要知道在这么小的空间里，你一直吹赶人是一件很烦人的事...因那一刹那我真的觉得很像巴刹...所以我直接shoot过去老板的表妹。虽知道不管她的事，是我的老板的问题...只是她一直在那边吹...（因为她当中间人) 所以弄哭她了。只是他们其实可以用比较好的语气的吗...一定要用骂的么...而且他们很喜欢做到好象很委屈这样。

我觉得这间公司应该不适合我，因我一而再再而三的在那边发脾气...我在大学时我已很久没发脾气了。来到这里通通犯到完...我想迟点我一定会爆血管...而且我以前从没骂人粗话的。现在连粗话都出来了,够力...

我现在在skype写上：“我不喜欢在巴刹里工作。” 看他们会对我怎样...会觉悟吗...

SWT working life...

2010-01-30T16:58:00.004+08:00

Dear My Sifu, also is my supervisor, Mr K.S.K. When I receive the message from one of my colleague about that you had been resign. I feel haiz and feel that no future in my company life. Because my company was lost one good and helpful worker. And I also lost a good sifu whom always help us to check and fix our shit work. And I was feeling because no people was guide me in work now and when I had meet the problem I have no idea to ask and discuss the tips and hint from who? So I wondering...

Damn no mood to work

A night at the middle of the sea

2010-01-30T14:59:00.005+08:00

29 Jan 2010...

This SAT I decide not to come to office because I already come on 3 times in the SAT and my offer letter specify I just need go forfortnightly in SAT... At the night my neighbor invite me go out fishing with him at the sea. And we go while boat on 10.30pm. We drive the boat with pass through the penang bridge and drive to the middle on the sea. By this activity first time I saw get how the bottom of penang bridge look like. And the air is quite cold and can see many star and nice big moon there. But at the same time the place is quite dark when at there because no light there. And I hard to see where the small light that setting by the fishing net by the other people. And I surprise he can see so easily. And he seeing the water flow of the sea and start to setting the fishing net into the sea and wait around few hour and then take back the fishing net and start to take out the fish which stick at the fishing net. At first round we mistaken the place to setting the fishing net, so have many rubbish thing inside the fishing net. Then we start our second round on 12am. After set I take a nap a while at the back...That time is already is 2.30am and I also feeling tired. And he start to take back the net. But that day the flow of the sea was very weird so the net keep interrupt and hard to keep properly. And he do not want to disturb me to help him keep. Then until 4.30am, I already wake up and saw get still not yet done then I help him because some of the fishing net had been stuck. And we finish it on 5.30am... And catch get quite a lot of the fish tonight.Although this activity I feel quite tired but at the same time it also quite interesting and I feel get fishing also is a knowledge because you need to know where is the place with have many type of the fish that you want and you must know to setting your fishing net at good place because it will give you either catch get many fish or no fish in the end.

WTF...I dun 1 do it anymore...

2010-01-26T21:25:00.005+08:00

I feel lost sometime and I'm not sure is this is a right thought. Somehow, when I heard this, the first thing in my mind is “ WTF? So kiam of this tauke? Why he wants to cut the cny holiday from our unpaid leave that is from 11 Feb until 18 Feb 2010? Shouldn’t that we apply those unpaid leave ourselves? Why he wants us to stop working earlier though we can still worked for him? Why he want to cut our salary?
If you give us 4 day off but deduced only unpaid leaves for 2 day, we will be very appreciated it. Now, we need to cover the 4 day off with our own angpao money. Did you think that there were be dozen of cases for us to settle? Who was do the OT for you before? And Who will offer themselves to suffer with you?

That is the workers!

And, you treat us like shit or Indonesia mate now.

I would not comment on other, but for me. In my mind, I, as a temporary leader of the department have to go back to office every Saturday though my offer letter said that I just need to go back fortnightly. Moreover, I’m the one who helped to fix all the problem during Sunday! That’s’ right! Sunday! I am still in internship that time and I only get Rm500 paid!

I don’t want to be an idiot anymore, I will follow everything in black and white now because I’m too upset with you.

Wish you good luck, when no have worker work in your company.

That All...

Sick Jor

2010-01-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz...Sick Jor...T_T

Brain very headache...

AVATARIZE YOURSELF

2010-01-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

Wanna know how you will look alike in "Avatar World"???That is it...Go to check it out...^^ Then you will see how you look alike...^^

Enjoy~~~^^

~Nice day with my sister & brother ~

2010-01-17T20:43:00.004+08:00

16 January 2010

After work my sis & me go to gurney plaza to having our "Tea Time" at "Sakae Sushi" actually is our lunch because we suppose wish to having lunch at there but just go there by 3.20pm.

My Favorites Shasimi...^^

After that we go to walk around the shop to buy some goods and after that stop at the "Winter Warmer" to have some cup of milk rose tea.

The Milk Rose Tea...^^

After that we was going into next destination that is "Batu Ferringhi". We driving to Ferringhi Garden was near to "Sunset Cafe" to meet my brother to having our dinner. The environment is nice enough, relaxing and romantics and the service is very good. The food is quite nice tasted too.

Meat That Order By My Brother

Meat That Order By Me^^

Meat That Order By My Sister

After finish our dinner we walk to the "Sunset Cafe" to having 1 bucket of skol and sit at the beach.

Have a nice and pretty moment for tonight.^^

~Movie day^^~

2010-01-15T10:58:00.003+08:00

Tonight 9.10pm is my movie day at gurney plaza, we will having a show name "Avatar 3D". Hear is very nice. I just watch "Avatar" at pass previous week, quite nice also in 2D. Tonight will watch it in 3D...Hope I can see get the effect like Spy Kids 3D before.

Countdown for today...

Streamxy Down

2010-01-14T09:23:00.002+08:00

Recently my home damn streamxy always down. Especially have something emergency thing would like to do. Last night same problem happened again. Msn cannot connect (==), website cannot connect (==), but skype can connect and chit chat(==)|||...so beng right...

难题

2010-01-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

好累，好累...今天在公司很忙，也进入了疯癫状态。今天研究着如何upload zip file 上公司的server 还有同时把它的名字 keep into database。但却失败了，遇到的问题不是可以upload到video，但是就下载不到，从webpage下载的话，file就corrupt,但是direct从server下载的话就可以看...==|||。wat the...然后我就想到另外一个方法，就是upload zip file,但是遇到另个问题那就是不能upload 到，能download到...==|||（因为我试着把它direct upload进server然后进database改，成功。但如果在webpage upload 就有问题了...==|||）唉，虽然老板说他其实有其他方法了，就是用3rd party的server upload然后link过来我们的website。令我可以松下一口气，但我还是希望我可以成功地做好它。因为这样我的skill肯定更上一层楼。^^我也学到了一个学问...应该是想太多了吧...哈哈。（“今晚枕头塔高一点，晚上做梦吧。”）

Taeyang - Wedding Dress

2009-12-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

这首歌的音乐很好听,这首歌是在描述一个男人对自己单恋了很长时间的女生投入别人怀抱的悲伤的心情...这首带点piano加Soul R&B的曲风的单恋歌曲，听起来有意思又百听不厌。听听这首歌，顺便观赏他的mv加舞蹈...你会发现他的音乐加舞步都搭配的很好。

我在上班的日子

2009-12-29T00:04:00.006+08:00

日子过得还蛮快的，我已在e2pages.com sdn bhd里成为permanent已要一个月了。今天在公司里，早上我不是很忙，我就在那边研究如何用java script做image gallery，然后把它换成dynamic data。做到一半, 就帮同事做检查他们的case。因为今天graphic的head没来，所以今天我有个同事就变成了她的替身。帮忙回答sp admin的问东问西。搞到他不胜其烦…我就奇怪怎么他们会去吵他不吵我的，因以前他们不管三七二十一都会来烦我。原来老板交待他们别来烦我了。哈哈…也未免太好笑了。但这样也好啦，因我也不是很想理他们，有时觉得很吵…而且之前有几次又不是我们department的问题。是他们submission是不懂怎么submit的，然后他们往往又会用责怪的语气，看了那message也不爽…所以我每次回答他们问题时我都不会给脸的，只差没骂过去而已。呵呵，paiseh….过后因为今天人手不够，又很赶case所以我就把手头上的事情放着去接手redo一个case了。本来以为只有两种语言，哪知过后才发现是三个语言...oh not...心想今天肯定是赶不完了。结果从5pm赶到8.30pm也只赶了两面。过后不能顶了，老板也说明天才继续吧，我就收拾回家吃饭了…因家里有汤等着我…^^ yummy…

2009新年的flash clip^^

2009-12-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

2009年靠近新年时，突然心血来潮想制个flash来玩玩...看到我的朋友给我的现年贺卡，外面是一头牛。就用macromedia flash把它大概的画了出来，动作跟图画还算容易啦。比较难的一part就是background music了。画完后，我就上网去找新年歌，找了很多，也听了很久。最后觉得这一个会比较适合，所以就把它放进去了当背景音乐了。虽然这是2009年的新年主题当我还是希望你们会喜欢...^^

My 1st 3D video clip

2009-12-28T22:54:00.011+08:00

这是我的第一份3d assignment，第一次鸡手鸭脚的把它给完成。哈哈...做得很差...把它放在部落格里因为它也是我的生活中的一部份...别见笑哦...

累...

2009-12-27T23:13:00.005+08:00

近期的我真得很累，很累...太多事情发生了...

猜一猜^^

2009-12-27T21:50:00.007+08:00

呵呵,无意间看回以前的照片。突然想到一个东西给你们玩,你们猜得出里边哪个是我来吗？

无言...

2009-12-27T00:56:00.003+08:00

朋友，收到你的消息真的惊吓了我。平安夜我才遇到一个uum的coursemate她才刚提起了你而已，哪里知道你就这么的离我们远去了。唉，前一两个月，你还在msn里与我聊天。还作弄的问我是否还记得你。我说当然是还记得你啊，那时你跟我还说了很多话。哪知道，在等着明年三月的毕业典礼的圣诞节就发生了这么大件事。还有两个月多而已呢，做么会这样...而且还年轻吖...在这边要谢谢你，你在北大里拿3p course的日子里，你对我的照顾。

朋友，愿你一路走好。我看到你的新闻时我真的很感触...RIP...>< 各位一起为她祷告吧...

人生短短，今天真的很难知道明天事，希望各位要好好珍惜自己拥有的，还有疼爱你疼爱的人...

还有希望各位我所认识的朋友，别坐夜班车...唉...也要小心驾驶...因为塔上不负责任司机的巴士，所以出事了...而且这种意外又不是第一次发生，做么要等到现在才说要实行这个实行那个计划，这么做有用吗...希望巴士公司真的要吸取这次的教训了...不然你们还要害多少个人呢...

人生无常...无言...

宝娥,愿你在另一个世界里会过得开心及安宁...

Photo Of Cosplay

2009-10-03T20:25:00.006+08:00

之前在一个forum那边发现我最爱的Final Fantasy cosplay的照片，现我把它放在这里与大家分享...

♥中秋节之我家的老爸真可爱♥

2009-10-03T17:51:00.003+08:00

今年的中秋，不像以往的在学校里度过，而家里也没什么特别的活动。我也像平常一样的就是坐在电脑前，玩着游戏，然后听歌，玩facebook。大概4点多，爸爸回来了就躺在沙发上休息。而我正在上着网下载电影，当我正要去冲凉时，我爸就kacao我怎么没买月饼请他吃，我就去厨房那边拿了豆沙饼给他:P，因我家里实在有太多了。还没吃完...我爸就开玩笑说我想要吃月亮型的，我就说你在晚上时坐在月亮底下吃就是“月饼”了。呵呵...（顽皮死了我）过后我就去冲凉了。在冲凉房里，我听到了“嘀嘀”，“嘀嘀”。我想应该是我的电话信息响了。冲好凉，打开电话一看，哈哈...原来是我爸寄foward message给我。呵呵...然后我也寄回了一封...(真updated)。然后我又把它储存起来了，这是我一直的习惯。我家人的信息我都会把它留下来的，我觉得虽然我不是什么都有，但拥有的东西其实也不差，因为我拥有疼爱我的父母亲，也拥有很多好朋友...现只希望可以赶快有一份不错的工作，因我很希望可以带他们去环游世界。第一站应该会是香港吧...只希望这个愿望可以快点实现吧...因为我不懂人生还有多少个十年...

那我中秋节的愿望就是祝家人与大家都身体健康，心想事成。还有我可以快点赚多多钱...^^

~回忆~

2009-09-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

好久没有遇见你了，也有好几个星期没跟你联络了。不知你过得还好吗？还记得最后一次的聚会是去你住的地方游泳。然后一起去用餐。其实跟你在一起的时光真的很开心。还记得在大学与你同在一起读书的时光，真的能令我会心的一笑，尤其是想起你那可爱的样子。只是我明白你跟我是不同世界的人，所以也只能祝福你，有机会的话那就继续在你身边嘻哈的陪着你。其实我也不需要再担心你什么了，因我相信你肯定过得很好。至少现在已有一个可以给到你幸福的人在你身边。

愿：幸福…

烦忙生涯

2009-08-24T10:20:00.004+08:00

今天，看一看日历，原来不知不觉已经是19 sept 09了。日子也过得真快。还有两个月半就实习完毕。到时候就不懂我会去做什么工咯。是无业游民呢，还是已经有份稳定的工？我当然希望自己有份工啦。因为现是时候要开始为未来打拼了。往我的梦想前去。近来不知是已经习惯还是什么的？偶尔我可以留在公司里做东西做到晚上。其实近期真的是很累，很忙也很烦。每当东西做不成功时，那一股“疲累，厌倦，失望”的感觉，涌上心底来。但其实也很感谢我哥哥，因很多时候我在工作方面遇到的问题，他也抽点他的宝贵时间来帮我，guide我如何去解决那个问题。不知何时我才能像我哥一样这样强呢？！

T_T

2009-06-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

实习的生涯也已经23天了。在那边各位同事都好好...老板也很好。想到万事就是起头难...所以希望他可以渡过难关吧...

今天我真的是很累...因为看了一整天的code，还是不会做...T_T

救命啊.......

Find get a diary

2009-05-12T23:07:00.004+08:00

Today,I was try to find a blank book to use to write the information about the house to rent.And suddenly I find out 1 small booklet. And I open it to see whether it have place to write my thing. When I open it up, I see get all the secret thing I write before I was going into the university. Oh I see, This booklet I use it as a diary before...

Then, because of curious, I start to read it and read get what I'm writing before. It is very funny diary that I write. Because of my lousy English and sentence that I write. And I was feel get why my problem of the life was same as now what I'm feel.

Then, I decide not to think and continue do my other thing.

Recently Life

2009-05-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

Quite long ago I didn't sign in my blogger to write something about my life. Actually today I sign in is to add a URL in my page.That is my secret garden which are create by my friend.It is because I always forgot about the URL.Wahaha...

7 of May is my last semester in my UUM life. I feel very sad to leaving the life although last time I feel the life in UUM was very bored and tired. 8 of May, my perwaja gang and I was gathering before leaving the UUM. In that gathering we was sing the song which was very touching and all my friend was cry because feeling touching. And lastly we was hug together to wishing together all the best in our future life in internship and wish luck to them whom are still having final semester in UUM.

When back to the home, we still have contact each other in msn. And recently I keep thinking to create a video clip to my other gang of friend. So, recently I try to surf the website and download the picture which are related because of I was limit of picture...And I was start doing the modify to the photo.And think about the scene of the video clip. Hope I can successfully to finish my video clip and make it prefect and memorable.

我的悲伤...

2009-02-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

今天本来没什么的，早上吃了午餐后就去图书馆借书，上网看HTML code。只是…不知是我的adapter是不是令人憎，还是什么?!!!一而再再而三被人踢，结果害到我的电脑一直关机…气死我了！

不上后，就走路回。带了图书馆借的书后，走向Mall去，然后进了Koperasi看书，还在那边买了一本Adobe Photoshop CS3 rm75。然后就回了…

在房里，在继续温习我的HTML，过后吃了晚饭，冲凉再继续温习。读着读着，突然之间，感觉很失落；想起近来的事情。眼泪从心里涌上眼眶里，真的很伤心啊…或许其实没什么大不了的，但我虽然是这么想，心里还是很悲伤，因为两个字：“在乎“…如果没这两个字，我肯定不会有这样的感觉。

其实现在我不知我跟她会不会像以前那样？！也很怀念以前的我们，毕竟感觉不一样啊。现总觉得自己身边少了个以前也关心自己的人了，而我也关心她的。

因为之前很多时候都会互相联络…信息交流…

虽然有人说要接受所不能改变的，但我到目前为止是不能接受到。Haiz…

兰卡威两天一夜游记

2009-01-18T02:01:00.007+08:00

17 Jan 2009，我早上6.45am就起身了。因为我将与一群朋友一起去兰卡威（Pulau Langkawi）两天一夜游玩。7点多降，我们便坐van（sapu 车）从北方大学（UUM）里往着瓜拉玻璃市（Kuala Perlis）的方向出发。

去到瓜拉玻璃市码头，遇到我一个课外活动的朋友，就跟她在那边拍个照，买了船票后。正等着船来的当儿，我就和我的朋友在码头拍起照来。上了船，我就睡着了。只是过了不久我就被吵醒了，因为船里有个小孩一直哭不停。真是够力...

还好距离兰卡威的路程还剩不远。到达后，我们便去租车，然后在肯德基里吃午餐。吃了午餐，距离check in的时间还很远，我们便先去"Durian Perangin Water Fall"，过后就去Century Suria Service Suite check in了。环境如果比起之前去的那一间就很普通，以前去的时候好像是Awana Porto Malai吧。但也算不错了...只是厕所有问题。

之后我们便去Langkawi Parade买酒，过后就直落海边玩，去到那边玩了后看有点饿便叫了一个omlette吃，东西来时我们晕了，那个Omlette只是葱炒蛋而已，被骗了...还rm8吖...真是遇到了。

过后我们便去功夫楼餐厅吃好料，一共用了rm20++一个人。只是环境不错...去到那边，我想起那条路我以前走过。

过后我们便去Eagle Square那边看夜景。在那边遇到很多UUM的朋友。还跟他们拍起照来。我还在那边买了多余品（开信刀）。然后我们便回去旅馆了。我的朋友就赌起博来，我在旁边看，因不是很想玩。然后就开刚才买的酒喝。大概一点多两点我就先向周公报道了。

隔天一起，我们便去吃buffet，只是很普通而已，不是很好吃。但因为已经包在费用里面了，就将就下咯...

过后我们便向cable car往去，但很不幸的，坐不成，因为风太大。

在那拍拍照后我们便去七仙井，在那边我跟一个朋友有玩水而已，很开心。因为我很久没游过泳了。在那边玩得很开心下。

过后我们便去黑沙滩，然后就去买巧克力。（我买了很多...）

然后我又在吃肯德基，买ala-cha的。

到了瓜拉玻璃市码头，我们便去海天餐厅吃晚餐。很便宜喔...过后我们便踏上归途。

总结：“这次的旅程坐不到cable car，有一点失落...。希望还有下次吧...”

天气怎么了？！

2009-01-18T01:57:00.001+08:00

近来的天气怎么了的？怎么这么冷？无论早上，下午，晚上，都有冷风一阵一阵吹来。像金马仑一样。ZZZZ…
搞到我都天天晚上睡觉穿长袖，长裤，风扇开一号…
但是不久我还是一样生病了…感冒，咳嗽，发烧样样来…

真的是头一次觉得春天是这么冷的…

2008-11-24T14:05:00.004+08:00

~Special Job Vacancy~

Seeking a...

Job : Personal Secretary

Responsible : Able to handle all my personal time schedule, daily living life. Especially can wake me up in the early morning...Hehe

Salary : Foods and Entertainment

# For those whom are interest please contact : XXX -XXXXXXX (Squall)

最难挨的一天...

2008-11-14T20:49:00.005+08:00

这个学期的考试我想应该是我人生最强的一次吧...强不是因为会做，而是13号9am考一张，14号9am又另一张。所以很累...因为不够...在。时间只是在于1am - 3am, 4am-5am, 5.30am-6am而已。

考试时，礼堂的冷气了。而经过一轮不够的成果，结果一直在那儿（幸好没着。）

考完了，赶快回宿舍一边吃着maggie mee一边看戏，看完了就去。直到6pm才舍得起身。
睡觉的时刻是最的。

A site for O2Jam lover^^

2008-11-12T09:40:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm....Recently I go back this website O2Jam Offline guilde to see found get the site had been change I think that person was close the site le...Dun worry,now I had found get another server that is private server and have fun compare that offline server because you can have the game moment with your friend or others at the server. .O2Jam Private Server

Hope you enjoy it.^^

A great practical website to programmer

2008-11-08T00:46:00.005+08:00

This is a very good practical practice website for those whom have interest in testing their programming language such as C,C++,PHP,Perl and etc. This is an online compiler or interpreter, and a simple collaboration tool. So, you don't worry about need download and install any program from the internet. It was very great isn't it?^^

To use that feature you just need to write or paste your code at the providing text box, and the codepad will run it and give you the result of the code that you put.

So,what are you still waiting for?!

Please go check out the site now, http://codepad.org/ or you can also see that link at the right hand side of my blog. At the list of ~学习之地~ just make a simple click on the "Online Compiler".Then you will direct go to that page.

After try you will feel this site is a great site for people whom want to test their programming language while through online.

^^~Hope you enjoy this~^^

#~@ 路 @~#

2008-10-18T04:07:00.002+08:00

路是人走出来的。
无论眼前的路有多坎坷，
只要勇敢往前走下去，
不用靠别人,
你也会走出一条好路来...

加油啦...^^

o.o => o.O => O.o => O.O 堕落的一天...@.@ => =.= => >.<''' => T_T

2008-10-18T03:46:00.008+08:00

今天有心开始动手做MMDB，却被那深奥的参考书给打败了。(MySQL & Visual Basic)T_T
读着读着，从这种表情o.o => o.O => O.o => O.O => @.@ => =.= => >.<''' => T_T
(借到的书本不足够让生来就笨的人看懂。)>.<
读到头又痛了！结果过后的光阴都拿来玩功夫世界了。=.="""
玩到七点，才发现约了朋友去expo走，结果快步的关上电脑，快步走去了。>.<
今年的expo难忘及了...去到那儿竟然下起一场大雨，还得买礼物。>.<
走到完，十点多了，才甘愿回宿舍去。
还好，晚上还有动手做MMDB。但是是用MS Access做。=.=(本人应该只expert在Ms Access而已吧。唉...)

林峯 - 愛不疚

2008-09-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

西瓜中秋节

2008-09-20T00:31:00.007+08:00

这一晚，很开心的，也很疯狂的中秋聚会在北大里举行。西瓜与他宿舍的朋友们漫步走到Guthrie Lake边，点燃灯笼里的蜡烛，就浩浩荡荡的游行整个Guthrie Lake。间中有个以前的Senior打个长途电话回来与西瓜与他的朋友过这个中秋聚会。在游行的路途上，西瓜跟他的朋友唱着歌，提着灯笼走啊走。望着那在黑暗中的八月十五的月亮，格外的明亮。四面八方都有很多个七彩缤纷的灯笼衬托着，格外的美丽。这年的中秋节应该是西瓜有史以来最癫的一次吧。但，这一个在大学生涯中的中秋聚会将永远纪录在西瓜的历史簿中。

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会写字

2008-09-01T00:34:00.003+08:00

歌曲：会写字
原曲：会读书
原唱：林俊杰
专辑：乐行者
Modify by： Squall Lee

灯不能熄灭熬过这sem
就可以跟Rafidah说一声Bye Bye
我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说会写字就会发财好呆
我最亲爱的 Rafidah
说了那么多你听明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看我不满的地方
写写写写写到字都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是写字好白痴
你你你你你只会说要我写字我就快要发羊癫疯
不是每个人都爱写字爱写诗
不写字的人也不一定没做工
不是想要说我不得空不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

突发状况

2008-08-01T02:55:00.006+08:00

Huh?!什么来的？怎么开不到......发生了什么事？！ omg......西瓜想尽办法把它要给找出来，但是左找右找，还是找不到。

西瓜：“所有的一切都泡汤了，我很用心去做的吖......天啊，为何这么对我......”

明天又得重新做过了，唉......谁叫我没做另份副本。就只好这样......

歹命啊~~~~

西瓜回家记

2008-07-29T18:18:00.008+08:00

很开心，挨了今天的一整天课，终于挨完了一天难过的时间（其实是不难挨的只是近来西瓜得了一种病，那就是有时让他过得非常非常痛苦的病，咳嗽。所以等下西瓜就将会回到一个最温暖的地方;西瓜之家,去养病去了。^^带着大包小包的东西：“书包，旅行袋(叫“读书袋”应该比较贴切吧...)” ，走上路程,等着7.30pm的direct巴士。

西瓜：“Penang, I coming back right now...”西瓜心里在呐喊着。

期待期待，期待...

6pm课完后，西瓜一个人带着这两包东西，先去一个叫Nelson的餐馆叫了一盘鸳鸯面（也有人称为炒河粉），医饱自己早上没吃面饭的肚子。吃完后才6.13pm而已，还有大把时间，走着走着远远看到了一个图书馆，便过去坐坐一阵子，在这个地方开始写下这个部落格，顺便上网兼听歌。

时间嘀嗒嘀嗒的很快过去了，西瓜就开始收拾好他的贴身宝贝:“notebook”，放入安全的包包里，然后搭上回家的路途，往前走去。

进了sem5的遭遇

2008-07-22T15:21:00.005+08:00

22 July,08

蜜月期已过，接下来要赶功课了。但是有几份assignment我还是没什么头绪，不知该怎么办才好......
(-.-)zzzZZZZ

这几天又生病了，结果搞到声音又沙又哑的。整个人也一直昏昏欲睡。结果昨晚的课去了却忘了scan in我的matrice card。(-.-)"""结果= 没有来。

希望可以早点可以结束这样的生活吧......

我的sem4假期

2008-05-31T18:51:00.001+08:00

这个假期里，过得非常的无聊，现已经开始浮现发霉的程度。自从从旅行回来后，该plan好的节目都过完了，就开始在家闲着。去找工作了但是没消息回来。所以每天都是在家打机，睡觉，看戏。每天都在重复这个动作，好无聊吧...=.=

回忆起上课的日子，就想着放假，因为那时的我每天都在赶着功课。由sem头忙到sem尾。有时功课可以从早上赶到晚上还是赶不完。也曾试过在别人宿舍的 pantry里过夜，也曾试过在faculty里过夜，两天都没回宿舍。也曾试过一整夜都睁着双眼对着电脑做功课。这就是大学的非人生活... lolz...这个学期的功课非常的多，困难。每一份差不多都是大大份的。做也做到透不了气来，现在难得可以放假了，却无聊要死。有问题啊我...炸到...=.=

谁是西瓜档的主人呢？

2008-05-31T18:20:00.002+08:00

嗨，大家好。我是西瓜档的主人，名叫做西瓜。很高兴你们也谢谢你们的前来参观我的档子。（感觉我好有福气哦... 但是这里没卖你们要的水果。不好意思哦...lolz...）

首先先告诉你们我的名字的来历哦。其实我会称自己为西瓜并不是因为我很喜欢吃西瓜，（我反而很少吃呢。）我会取这个名字是因为我的昵称是Squall啦。Squall >>> Si Kua >>> 西瓜，叫着叫着到后来人家就叫我为西瓜了。